Craziness In My Mind | mel559's Blog

So I Don't Know Watz Goin On In My Mind AnyMore..

Derz Diz Guy I've Know Him Since Childhood..

A While Ago He Call Me..We ReNewed Our Friendship..

At First It Was Great Talking About Old Times && Catching Up On New..

Where Both Really Busy With School So The Times We've Been Able To Hang Are Few..

Eventually Things Turn Romantic..I Knew They Would..I Wanted Them Too..

At First I Thought It Was Great..

Soon EveryTime We Saw Each Other it Became About Making Out..

In My Heart I Wanted && Want So Much More Than That..

I Thought For Sure He'd Ask Me Out..He Never Did..

We Made Silly Plans That To This Day Haven't Happen..

His Txt Me Alot Of Times Saying He Wants To See Me The Last Couple Of Days..

EveryTime I Make An Excuse Not To See Him..

Cuz I Know What Will Happen..He'll Just Want To Make Out..

&& I Know I Wont Be Satisfied With That..

I Want The Good Times To Be There To..When We Talk && Laughed..

I Really Care About Him..I Do..

But My Heart Hungers For More Than He Is Giving Me..

Uugh I Just Think I Should Of Never Let It Get Romantic..

I Miss My Friend && Don't Know How To Get Him Back..